more dreamwork

this is a recurring dream but what was really disturbing about this one was that she was a good woman that i did love, a supersmart rational woman whose vision of reality i trusted completely and then suddenly she turns into a meedogenloze psychopath, someone who is utterly lost in a kind of epistemic miasmic swamp and when i said something she didn't like she completely lost it and stabbed her father in the eye with a pen penetrating his eyeball and he was pretending he was just fine.

i guess i am the father...

that made me weep a little bit.